After two long years and meditating on this special month. I started to remember 9/11 – “Time of Chaos”. When I began to read it again; it dawned on me! I never spoke about what my father was feeling at the time; nor the words that he spoke afterwards. I only wrote and spoke of my feelings! Well let’s go back to that time……It was one of the hardest things I had to process in my life.  The word “Cancer” has taught me so much; but back then I was clueless. I was blinded by the word in all aspects or angles of life.   It cluttered my brain with such…