Vision

On this Vision dated 02/25/2013 I saw only the following words:

EXODUS                   50                    JACOB

I was so confused about it because at first I did not understand what it was until God showed me.  A lot of times we do not have the answer to our visions or dreams right away it could take time sometimes years.  But this specifically was very important to me and that is why I have decided to put it on first rather than my other ones because of its meaning.

When I first started seeking God which was back in 2010 even though I was brought up in a religious home with Christian parents I never understood why I was not ever ready to commit and surrender to God; despite the pressure of my parents to follow the standard that every Christian has: Confess with your Mouth, Baptize yourself and then the Manifestation of the Spirit.  It was mind blowing to me how I would be able to perform such task without failing. Not Possible in my Eyes and besides I was not ready.  I felt it had to be my experience not theirs.  It has to be a change in your life that only you can decide nobody else can but you.  At this point I have no clue of how to begin my Spiritual Venture with God in 2010 until He gives me a dream and tells me to read Psalms 139.  This was the beginning of a beautiful relationship.  My mind and understanding of Him was so basic that He brought Himself to my level which was very low so that I can simply understand the message that He was trying to relate to me.  I began dreaming.  My dreams began in 2010 very simple, colorful full of life but basic so that I would be able to understand everything that He was trying to show me in the dream.  We established our communication through dreams first; secondly visions and later was something else…..that I will elaborate at a later time.  But this particular vision was the one that meant a lot to me at that time.
Meaning:

Exodus – which means exiting, leaving

50 – Manifestation of Spirit, Pentecost

Jacob – Supplanter

When I saw this I was able to understand how I was going to be able to apply this to my life….I would have to leave the Natural being of who I am to become this person that He wants me to be.  The only way that this event would happen in my life would have to be the manifestation of the Spirit of God in my life to be able to change from a Jacob to Israel. Genesis 35:10